Monday, November 28, 2011

The Gold Crowned Jesus


Today, I have been thinking of a favorite story of mine by Korean poet Kim Chi Ha. It reminds me of Jon Sobrino's reformulation of salvation: "extra pauperes nulla salus." There is no salvation without the poor. In their struggle for liberation, the gospel is most fully articulated. As I work alongside folks living on Boston's streets, I feel this more and more. The story goes like this...

There was once a cement statue of Jesus outside of a church. This Jesus wore a gold crown, but under the statue, many people slept. In the morning, rich men and priests would walk past these people asking for help. But they were always ignored. Finally, one morning, one of these poor men was filled with despair. “I have nowhere to live! I cannot bear this cold and misery anymore.” Then he looks up at the statue of Jesus. “This Jesus might be the savior of those who have enough to eat and have a home. But he has nothing to say to me!” The beggar begins to cry and as he does, he feels gentle drops fall onto his own head. He looks up, and lo and behold, the statue is weeping.

Suddenly, the man notices that Jesus is wearing a golden crown and, realizing its value, he reaches for it. At this very moment he hears a voice: “Take it, please! For too long a time I have been imprisoned in this cement. Feeling choked in this dark and lonely prison of cement. I wish to talk with poor people like you share your suffering . How eagerly I’ve been waiting for this day to come. Finally you have come and made me open my mouth. It is you who saved me.’ These are the words spoken by the gold crowned Jesus.

‘Who put Jesus in prison?’ the startled and frightened man asks. ‘Who were they?’ The Jesus made of cement answers: ‘People like the Pharisees did it, because they wanted separate him from the poor in order possess him exclusively.' Then the man asks: ‘Lord, what is it that has to be done for you to be released, for you to live again and stay with us?’


Jesus answers: “If people like you, that means the poor, the miserable, the persecuted, and kind-hearted people are not going to liberate me, I will never become free again. Only kindhearted people will be able to do it. You opened my mouth! Right at that moment when you took the crown off my head, my mouth opened. It is you who liberated me! Remove the golden crown. For my head, a crown of thorns will just be enough. I do not need gold. You need it much more. Take the gold and share it with your friends.’

Just then, the priest of this rich church comes by and sees the man take the crown. He raises an uproar and the poor man is arrested and the crown is replaced. The statue becomes cold cement once again.

How often does the church replace the gold crown and ignore the gospel of the poor?

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

The Moses Complex

More and more, I feel like I am running out of words in ministry. Or, not out of words, but out of the ability to use them properly. This morning, I led a prayer, sending out a group of pilgrims. I had so much in my heart to say, so much emotion, so much love for every person present. Yet, when the time came to pray, I fumbled for words and forgot people's names and nearly broke down crying. What sounded beautiful in my head came out in jumbled pieces.

At first, I felt shame and embarrassment. People deserved better than that! And, for goodness sakes, I know I can pray!! I have done public prayer before.

Then I thought of Moses. As I have walked a pilgrimage with members of my field ed parish, a song has been going over and over in my head.


I, the Lord of sea and sky,
I have heard my people's cry...
I will speak my words to them.
Whom shall I send?"


Moses wasn't so sure about this call, especially when he realized it was going to involve speaking. He stuttered and stumbled quite a bit, so the story goes. Yet, God uses Moses anyway in a powerful way. Moses' excuse that he could not speak didn't keep him from being an instrument of liberation for his people.


So, that is what I am banking on. That God's work is not simply a performance where the right words are said at the right time in the right way. That God's work makes use of broken, stammering people. That God can use me, even when I stutter and stumble and can't find the right words.



Here I am, Lord. Is it I Lord?...
I will hold your people in my
heart.